I want amnesia

Over time, days, months ... if the eye and the mind is looking in the opposite direction there are a number of pieces of heart that is left is wasted not know where the heart flake,,

             The time it will not be able to come back will not be turning back will not stop .. turning on and keep going till the world stops spinning, when it will stop. In a moment to think, time to leave a myriad spins a wonderful thing even did a myriad of things pleasing, very beautiful if all what you want, it happens, but not wonderful to be remembered that if something should happen.
I do not know what to do now? knows what to do? how to start and end tuk. it was tough tuk express your heart, I want to Forgotten Memories I would like Amnesia. but just for the love, love him. Hope the desired materialize, all words any sentence could be said, after a conversation one by one that makes me know. Not a problem for me tuk feel lonely, each time thinking only makes the heart ache, even if the sun and the moon was hiding out from hiding and when loneliness comes again, then everything about him would have been lost in my thoughts. I'm doing a million ways how can converse with you, how can there beside you, but all in vain hope. 

  I want amnesia, wanted to forget but could not until now. what ever happened seemed like a dream, a dream that you never imagined could happen, such as a pile of dust that the wind blows in the air that will leave a million memories. I will do everything to keep smiling as always lighten my heart. happiness for me is the hardest part of the memories.